aik,ptong rmbt pun slh ke mak?

ary 2,da lame gak r kot,aq g ptg rmbt at area gombak..ptg pndek la kn..tp no pic 2 show la..huhu..so,d problem is hre,mama xsuke aq ptg rmbt pndk..cm laki la kn..wel,da nme pun gurl,tp klu da penk,apa bule buat? hhahaha..anyways,d next day,aq nk g kuar,g klj..ma xnotice aq ptg rmbt smlm,cuz mak balik kje kol 12 mlm..so,afte aq mnd n da ciap 2,ma notice..apelg,ma bsg ''ko ptg rmbt mcm 2 lagi kin??'' aq jwb,yela..da rimas rmbt lebat sgt n pjg..aq mmg xleh thn rmbt lebat n pjg,dandruff problem n very messy..

so,ma pun bising la kat aq..bising jerit2 tau,bkn bebel..very teruk punye screaming..aq pun diam je,grak sane n cnie nk kms brg g klj..ma ckp byk bnd r,from blaming baby n kwn2 sume la..cuz aq jd cmnie,as mama say, ''mcm jantan''..wel,2 b honest,no 1 change me..aq da mmg cmnie dr kecik lg..i mean naluri suke at gurls la..bout hw i look n dressup as a penk,2 mmg aq xtau sgt lg till i met baby..cuz baby mmg push aq 2 c d world..klu aq xjmp baby,criusly i say,aq cm katak d bwh tempurung..cuz ma mmg strict sgt klu aq nk kuar..n d 1st time aq kuar alone ngn kwn pun,mase aq form 2..kesian tul kn aq nie? huhuhu

so,ma bsing2 lg la..ma ckp, ''ko jgn smpai aq maki hamun ko kin..ma sbr2 pun ade tahap..ma xpnh nk maki2 ko tau x..'' pas2 ma say smthing aq xingt sgt, den ma da stat maki2 aq..babi la,2 la,nie la..ntah la,xingt all d details..hehe..den bile aq stil diam,ma jerit ''ko dgr x ape aq ckp nie kin????'' aq just ckp, ape die? den ma ckp, ''ko nk sgt rmbt pndk kn,meh cnie aq botakn ko teruz..'' pas2 ma actualy amek gunting n pgg kat tgn die..bile mak bsing2 n mrh2 n jerit2 2,ma slalu point d gunting at me..at dat time,aq da mule tkt..tkt ma buat smthing xsdr ke,n aq wory bout my safety..ma pun ade ugut nk koyak2kn bju2 aq..aq risaukn bju2 aq gak,tp at dat moment,aq mmg risaukn psl dr aq dlu..kang xpsl2 klu ma terstab me or cut me hw?2 yg pling aq risau..ma pun ade blame baby,cuz aq ade intrduce her la,as my kkk angkt..ma ciap maki2 baby cm sundal la,babi la,2 la nie la..aq mmg nk bls balik ape mak ckp,cuz all dat nt true..mak xtau sape baby..mak xde hak nk maki2 cm2.tp aq diam je..aq mls nk bls pape wlupun aq terase n mrh,cuz xnk besarkn hal lg..nnt mak ckp ''ank derhaka,lwn balik..'' tp bile aq diam je, pun kne cop, ''ank derhaka,xdgr ape mak ckp..'' pening pale aq..

n den,afte aq a ciap2 kemas nk g klj,aq truz grak..aq da tkt sgt nk lpk lame2 kat umah..pas2 d nex few days,ma lgsg xckp ngn aq..pndg pun x,mcm aq xwujud..tp aq pun diam je,wat dno..den afte a few days,bru ma da ok ngn aq..hehe..wel,d most hateful part is when ma maki2 baby..i realy hate dat part..

1st of March - 30th of March

aq ngn baby da ok balik..on 30th of march..aq tnye die,die stil xcye aq lg kew..die just jwb,laen kl jgn wat lg..meaning jgn pthkn jnji aq lg..but at dat time,wat she meant was,she wana come back 2 me already..tp aq ngah blur dat time..cuz aq cume nk tau jwpn die,dat die stil xcye aq lg kew..xtau lak yg die meant die nk dtg blik..bodo tul aq..hahaha

so,aq just jwb blik,ok,i wont do it agen..n die ngah tggu aq,bg blik cincin die,tp aq kn ngah blur dat time..hehehe..pas2,baby ckp la..''b,i da answer ur question..'' aq jwb,yeah..i noe dat..den die ckp,''b,cn i have my ring back?'' aq dgr je,aq cm xcye..truz aq cm,crius ke nie? die ckp,yeah..kn da answer ur question td..criusly,im sooo blur..hehehe

n so,we r back 2geter nw..n aq xnk us 2 be broken agen..aq nk jge wat i say n do..nk wat die hapy..cuz,she is my life....