its a hard time..

its been 7 days, 1 week la in short..since me n her broke up..its so hard 2 face wat happened..n its all my fault..aq wat die sdh,wat die hurt sgt2, aq xjge ati die..sume cuz aq selfish..aq mmg xde niat lgsg nk wat die skit ati ngn aq..tp slalu je jd..sume sbb aq selfish..im a promise breaker..n cuz of dat,i break her heart..i love her so much,i love her wit all my heart..yet im unable to take cre of her heart..

da byk kl aq pthkn jnji aq..die hurt,tp ok blik..den aq stat blik..den die hurt,den ok blik..byk kl da..dis time,die da xleh nk thn..so,die break up wit me..aq mmg la sdh n tkejut,tp aq phm y die mntk ptus..sume aq yg slh..

aq nk die blik..tp die msih lg hurt ngn aq,so die xtau wen she wil cme back 2 me..its all depends on time, she says..she wants me back 2,yet she's stil hurt,n have a trust issue wit me..cuz she completely lost her trust in me..i understand y it happened..she needs time n space,i gave her dat..yet,i miss her so much..i miss her too much that im tempted to msj her..tp aq thn,aq xnk kcu die n xnk wat die ngs..

aq bru je pkr nk jmp die rbu nie,2 ask her 2 cme back 2 me,tp sbb ary ahd,da jmp jap,cuz die blik dr cameron becuti ngn family,die kate die hapy jmp aq..yet at d same time,die rase painful n hurt sgt2 bile jmp aq..cuz die pkr bout wat hapen..bile die msj cmnie smlm,hancur hati aq nk ask her back rbu nie..aq rse cm,msih jawo lg utk kite 2 b 2geter..i dnt want 2 wait 2 long,but if it has come 2 dis,i will wait 4 u baby..