Thursday, March 17, 2011

its a start..

smlm aq ngn baby g pavi..die ajk..kire spontan date la kn..aq xksh,in fact aq hepy ade la..cuz da lme gler xkuar g tgk wyg..2 wyg truz lak 2..haha..kitorg tgk cite Mars need Moms and I Am Number Four..bes gak la cite number 4, mars lak 2, lwk pun ade gak la..sdh pun ade gak..hehehe..

like baby said kn,kitorg stil rpt wlupun kitorg ade prob..tp,dats wat she wants..aq phm..n aq ade tnye die, at first ckp kite xleh nk meet like always,tp d day b4 dat pun kite ade kuar..mksd aq ari isnin la kn..n tuesday nite die ade msj dat she cnt wait 2 met me on wednesday(dat time kitorg plan nk kuar jln2 mlm,tp change of plan wen die ajk aq spontan date..hehe)aq hapy die ckp g2,tp wndering la gak kn..cuz xnk die sdh2..huhu..

n so,mse da blik smlm 2, aq msj la die ape yg aq wndering..die ckp,die hapy kite jmp2 n dpt lpk2 n rpt gak wlupun kite ade problem..die stil sdh n stress,tp die xnk think bout it,cuz if she keeps on thinking bout it 2 much,she wont heal..dats wat she said..n so,i decided not 2 talk bout it,cuz i dnt wana stress her up evn more..cuz she stil taking her asma medicine every nite,n dats really worrying..aq xnk die skt2 lame,especially xnk bdn die 2 dependent on her asma medicine..

evn if shes already healed,n i didnt pop d question yet,d question wer i ask her 2 cme back 2 me,aq leh tggu..klu die ask dlu,aq trime je la..cuz baby ade ckp,evn if she already heal,n i may not yet ask her d question back,she will ask me..as for me,aq pkr nk ask her back bulan 5..on trkh kitorg kapel..aq leh ask her anytime,tp cuz aq pun sdh n terase cuz she end it,aq pun need time n space..which unfortunately,i just realized..cuz d beginning,i just thought of having her back n make things rite,witout evn realizing how i feel..

wel,all i cn do is wait 4 dat time 2 appear..i dnt mind,as long i cn her smile n laugh n i noe,dat shes happy...

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